Smile for Myself :)

What are we to you?

2012-02-14T19:07:00.000+08:00

Been really busy lately, getting involved in the club activities. So busy that we do not have time for ourselves or to study! Finally my project is over, and we managed to get some (although not that much) money for the club. All the sweat and blood (literally, Blublu cut her finger.. twice :c) we had to give away, because we were left on our own. Funny how people say they will help you that you just have to call them, but when you really need their help.. they give reasons and excuses for not being there. They complained of not being able to eat lunch today, when we had to starve through the day for four days. People take us for granted that they order us to do their work, thinking that we wouldn't mind. But enough is enough. We are tired of taking your orders and doing your sh*t, while you shake your legs complaining of the amount of work YOU have (supposed) to do. We hold one of the lowest posts in the committee, doing the most job while (some) of you 'leaders' don't have to break a sweat at all! WE. HAVE. HAD. ENOUGH.

Life so far..

2012-01-13T20:38:00.000+08:00

So the first week of semester 2 has just breezed through.. Have already started A2 lessons for Chemistry and Physics, while still doing the last chapter of AS Statistics. We've mostly spent the week discussing and going through our internals, and I found out that my marks were only at the border instead of a firm grade. And blegh I broke two test-tubes during my lab session in separate accidents.. the first test-tube flew out of my hand (literally, because someone twitched me zzz) and the next fell off the tongs while I was heating it. G'dammit... My lecturer gave the death glare like what, twice? lol way to start the new semester. And this also means I've to buck up and work harder, cos my AS is in 4 months time. So yeah, that's about it. :)

They say academics isn't everything, but education is the only way to a brighter future.

When we fight

2012-01-05T18:50:00.001+08:00

The tongue is sharper than the knife.
That's why the cuts never really hurt.

I hope I'll make the right choice. Maybe you're right, that we aren't made for each other, that I'm too childish to be in a relationship, that you're not the one for me. Maybe I've been wrong all this while.

2012 with a big BANG!

2012-01-01T13:54:00.002+08:00

Spent the last few hours of 2011 with my family and relatives at Desa ParkCity, with a lot of food stalls, performances and games! DPC holds a New Year countdown event every year, and this year was their 3rd (and my 3rd time spending the New Year eve there too!). This year's event was much more interesting and livelier than the last (I suppose), with better and spicier performances; dance performances with edgier costumes, live band performance by Thunderstorm (who did a really good job), on-stage games, and a really funny host who happens to be the vocalist of our very own band Dragon Red! My cousins and I participated in one of the games, and we had to ROAR, literally. I would say the crowd reaction really sucked, especially those coming from old uncles and aunties, whereas the youths were more responsive. Then at 31st December 2011 11.59 p.m., all present began the last 60-seconds countdown, only to be greeted with a spectacular fireworks performance by DPC itself as we shouted 3-2-1! Had a wonderful time ending the 2011, and I got myself a souvenir :)

I have poor photography skills, but I managed to get a shot of the fireworks :)

Happy New Year, everyone! Time to usher in the new year, and let's welcome 2012 with a big bang!

The end is nearing. Time for a new beginning!

2011-12-30T00:50:00.001+08:00

If you guys remember (wait, no one reads my blog).. Okay, I remember that on the 1st of January this year, I actually came up with a list of new-year resolutions for myself. At first, I was pretty much on the go but as the months passed.. well, yeah. So, let's take a look at my progress for twenty-eleven! :)

11 resolutions for 2011 :)

1. Study harder and smarter for my A-levels wherever I'm going. No more slacking! D:
There was improvement as my classmates are more competitive, although I can't say that I got rid of the slacking habit. +1

2. Be a better person, totally. No more cursing, that's one lol.
A better person? I don't think so! I faced more insults and teases this year, especially about my height and size. So really, I became a whole lot meaner.. About the cursing, uhmm blah (?) -1

3. Gain some weight. Eat, eat and eat! Let's get this war started.
Oh yeahhhh, I gained about 5kg! That's a big leap, isn't it? I was a frail 39kg.. and now a proud 44! +1

4. Manage my finance professionally. After being broke for once, no more spending on stuffs I don't need. $$
Slight improvement, although I do spend on more wants than needs occasionally. Not bad! +1

5. Be more optimistic!! Gotta start looking at the brighter side of me, rather than looking down on myself all the time. :)
I am totally more comfortable with myself this year especially with my new-found friends, although with some downs here and there (when people start teasing me bout my height.. can't they just get over it?!). But I can say that I am less of a pessimist! +1

6. Be a happier person, yes. Why bother being sad all the time, aite?
I can't say that I am completely a happy person this year. Like I said, retards are out there being twitchy about my height. Cried myself quite a few times.. -1

7. Smile for myself! This has been my motto for like.. 2010. But it didn't quite work the way I planned. So yes, take a look at my buck teeth :B
A yes, yes, yes! Almost everyday begins with a smile. How can I not with my awesome boyfriend and friends? +1

8. Waste time, no more. Rather than sleeping when there's nothing to do.. I'll start indulging in my lost hobbies once again.
I'll have to try again next year, my bed has been my faithful companient this year! About the lost hobbies, they're still kinda sesat somewhere. -1

9. Go green! Our earth is dying, so let's not die together with it. 3R, people!!
To tell the truth, I totally forgot about this one. I did pick up rubbish from the floor but all else went down the drain! -1

10. Love myself, my friends, and family. Ohana means family, and family means nobody gets left behind. <3
A NO for this one too.. as friendships and family ties had been strained. -1

11. Be a better girlfriend? :) I promise to you too, my love. I love you too, now and always. ^^
A star for this one, please? I dare not decide on this one, as the opinion is in his hands!

Let's see.. This is NOT very impressive.. heck, it's not impressive at all! 2011 hadn't been kind to me, I faced a lot of problems in terms of relationships; friends and extended family. I chose not to argue and in the end, hurt myself (emotionally, no cutting!) which isn't a good thing either. I might not come up with resolutions next year, but we'll see how it goes yeah? Twenty-twelve, please be nicer!

Imperfections

2011-12-19T22:17:00.002+08:00

So I may not have the sweetest smile, the straightest set of teeth, the silkiest hair, the smartest brain, the bustiest boobs, the hottest legs, the juiciest butt, the fairest skin, the biggest eyes, okay.. enough of my physical flaws (they ARE flaws in your perceptions pffft). Now for my temperaments; the longest patience, the wittiest humour, the biggest love, the sincerest care, the largest generosity, the holiest actions etc etc (to be continued by you since you know me THAT well). Oh I guess you were only being honest, and I would gladly thank you for that! But seriously, you're NOT all that perfect either;

Have a break ;)

2011-12-15T16:29:00.000+08:00

Oh, yes I will! Semester 1 has finally ended for meh like last week, and I have a whole one month off :D Exams were hectic.. My nose did not help either, making the matter worse in addition to the air-cons blasted at full swing -_- now I'm anticipating the results and at the same time dreading it. Ahh must.. get.. it.. off.. my.. mind.. I am sooo gonna spend my holidays as I wish, with no one to stop me! >:D Whatever lol. Happy holidays~

I died.

2011-12-05T14:57:00.000+08:00

In a non-literal way.. Had my first two papers today, Maths and Stats!
Before exam: WEEE! My favourite subject c:
After exam: *WEEEEP* Why so many silly mistakessssss D:
And as if it ain't bad enough, I'm starting to fall sick. My nose has been mass producing booger today, now my sleeve has booger on it. Stay strong, Lilian! You're only 25% done.. 3 more subjects to go..

Panic Button!

2011-12-01T22:08:00.000+08:00

Noooooo! It's already the 1st of Decemberrrr... why is time passing by so quickly?! Please.. please.. slow down for me, I don't even have time to breathe! Exams are next week ohmygawd. Wish me luck, people!

Updates? Whatever.

2011-11-18T18:33:00.000+08:00

Been really busy! Prom is next Friday, and we still have to think of two games (they just told us like this week?). But all our previous ideas got rejected, idk why. And yesterday when we had a meeting, one of their pack suggested two ideas and the one with the highest authority liked them!! And y'know what.. those games were ourrrr ideas?! Whatever. Moving on, food sale is a failure this year, because we have 0 cash and our budget is 1000. NUUUUU! *high pitched* So we decided to have it next year. Eh. What next? Oh, yes. iChoir's Christmas event is the next day after our internals. And we're having intensive right now, as we have so little time but so many songs to learn! I lost count of the number of songs, and I can't remember all their lyrics. Too many to fit into my head, with all the exam information. Finally, I have so many tests and quizzez now, with our internals in 2 weeks time. Study study study.

I'm complaining that I'm busy but I'm still blogging right here. :l

silly lily!

2011-11-09T21:56:00.000+08:00

Sat for a Physics test on waves and electricity yesterday and DAYMMMM. Overall it was okay but I am soooo not satisfied with the silly mistake I did (as usual -_____-). Wrote the goddamn correct answer but second thoughts kicked in and I changed my answer. AGAIN. Why so smart ah??? As if that ain't bad enough, I did another silly mistake for my Chemistry test today! I was required to write the equation for a reaction, but I added a product which doesn't exist in that reaction. I've gone through that equation so many times because I have often confused it with another almost similar equation! And because of this I lost another mark to a question which was related. God, I have a Stats quiz tomorrow and I can't afford to make any more mistakes. THIS HAS TO COME TO AND END.

DRAMA.

2011-11-05T22:48:00.001+08:00

Been slow lately... no, make that VERY SLOW. I failed to digest people's sarcasms - my lecturer's especially. Well, this happened on Friday.. We had just finished a chapter and he had asked us to try the assignment questions, so I did. Then he started mentioning how 'rajin' the people at the back were; doing their work when he suddenly said I wasn't doing anything. I was like WHATTT! Sir, I'm doing my work! Look at thiss!!! (shoves paper up his face). And yeah he was just being sarcastic. I didn't notice the people behind were actually NOT doing anything :( Embarassingggggggggggg. So I've already felt shitty, then this 'innocent' classmate of mine went and 'manja' with my lecturer about this video I posted. It's called THE ASSUMPTION SONG (go Youtube it if you have not heard it). It actually tests how dirty you are, so being soooooo innocent she deliberately asked sir to tell her what it means (ppffft yeah right). I know you're thinking what's wrong with that, but she did it in a way which was so irritating I wanted to explode at that moment.There's so much more drama but you know what, it's okay. Cos this is my message to her:

Supposed to study but not it teh mood. Heh :l

Like a worm

2011-11-01T21:33:00.001+08:00

I've been feeling like a worm lately, so 'lembik' that I'm that lazy to get my ass up and do work! My finals is 1 month from now, but I just don't feel pressured at all.. NO, I'M NOT BRAGGING THAT I'M ALREADY A GENIUS. Just that I've occupied myself with so many tasks homework etc that I've already lost that 'Oomph!' for college. Yeah, i know.. I have one more year to go. :/ Well, let's see.. Physics test, Chemistry test and Stats quiz next week, Further Maths test and Stats test the week after.. ahh whatever. I should be studying instead of rambling right now! *go, Lilian, Go!* Okay, peeps. Time to head the books, Chemistry quiz tomorrow. :( Tata!

P/s. Yes, that is a worm. Mine's obviously blue, duh. Get your own wormie here! ;)

STRESSED spelt backwards is DESSERTS?

2011-10-21T21:45:00.001+08:00

UH-OH.. I think I've gotten myself TOO involved in so many activities. Xin Yi and I have been bombarded with a task; to head this Food Sale project, which is to take place in two weeks time. And we're supposed to determine what fruits, food and drinks to sell, where to get them, how to make them, the lowest cost we can buy them, the highest price we can sell them, etc etc etc... but but the proposal has to be handed in on Monday. :(
And I still have Prom games to think about, not that I procrastinated till now, but they kept on rejecting the games we suggested, calling them childish (?). At the end they picked what, Guess the Movie and Guess the Song. Wow, how exhilarating.
AND yes, i'm not done yet! I just got a call from the choir club that I have been chosen as the treasurer for their Christmas event. What the heck?! As if all these 'tasks' or should I call them burden aren't enough, I have Prom at the end of November, a friggin' exam at the beginning of December, and the Christmas event the next day after my exam. Great, oh great.. What more can I ask for? *dies* Ahh, I just wanna let these burden off my chest and indulge myself in desserts for now. NOMNOMNOMNOM T_T

F.R.I.E.N.D.S. :)

2011-10-15T11:50:00.000+08:00

I once used to ramble about how my friends had forgotten me when they've finally stepped into college. What happened to those frequent outings and times of doing absolutely nothing? Had they found new soul mates that they have decided which are much more 'cooler' to hang out with? What about all the good times we used to have? I felt really lonely at that time, and maybe it was because everyone had already moved on except me, still lagging in my own BFF fantasies. But now I realised I can't blame em'. Yes, they did find their new gossip kaki's, and they see each other almost everyday. How can they not forget their used-to-be-close-to friends?

I myself have found a new circle of friends, all weird and quirky. And I totally enjoy every second being around them. The non-stop laughter, time-to-time teasing and all the DRAMA. I've never laughed so hard, for so long, in my life, just listening to their stress and slow jokes! Last night was the first time I ever went out with them, to a Mamma-Mia musical held by Monash University's School of Performing Arts. The show was oh-so-okay, but it was all thanks to my friends that made it all interesting. Gosh, my tummy ached the whole night long just laughing my @$$ off. Gahhhh, I love my buddies!

I admit I do succumb in my new-found-life that I sometimes forget about my also-awesome-high school-friends. I do miss them, and would love to meet them up someday again like how we used. But things have changed a lot from what I have observed from the past outings. When one friend goes, another will come accompany you. And with that, you are never lonely. Because you have friends. :)

Lucky + Unlucky = 0 ?

2011-09-25T17:25:00.001+08:00

UNLUCKY
I injured myself on Thursday. Mom dropped me off in front of McD near college and was on the way when my left leg suddenly went numb. I sprained my ankle and started to feel a little dizzy, so I placed my bag on the floor and grabbed a nearby railing to stabilise myself. Took out my phone to call my friend to come down and help me out but before I could do so, I collapsed on the floor D: The pain must've been so overwhelming for me to faint. Thank goodness my friends saw me and tried to wake me up, but I went in and out of consciousness for me to remember anything. They managed to call my mom who came back and sent me to the nearby hospital. Went for a check-up, no fractures, only bruises here and there. Found that the my leg went numb because of my awkward position while sleeping in the car, that my blood circulation sucked so bad. Yeah I know, what a drama, huh? :l

LUCKY
Got a call in the afternoon that I've won myself first place in a competition; an LED TV and Home Theatre System. Grand prize is a BMW 320i! So close, but I'm thankful I won something.. for the first time ever o: Prize giving ceremony is on a Friday in the morning. I have class so my parents will be the one going for the event. Oh, what luck teehee.

Camwhore at Cameron :)

2011-09-20T19:43:00.001+08:00

A picture is worth a thousand words.. So I'mma just let em' do all the talking ;)

17th September 2011

Stopped at Rawang for breakfast; Xin Yi on the left and Rhina on the right!

And that is Sangeeta, a.k.a. Such A Noisy Girl. The first letters spell her name, SANG.

Arrived at Perkampungan Orang Asli Kuala Boh around noon. Aren't the kids cute? ;)

Sang luring the kids to join her team! Like a paedophile :p

Xin Yi's favourite High-5! x)

Got the kids to design their own flag after splitting them into 4 teams.. Fun to watch them!

Xin Yi with team 1!

My team 2 ^_^ v

Sang and Douglas' team 3 :3

Rhina, Lai and Mama's fantastic 4 :O

The kids played all sorts of games, and gosh they were really entertaining to watch :')

Say... INTI! :B

The kids and all the committee.. A job well done! x)

Touring around.. some part of Cameron before going to the hotel. I forgot where..

Was getting ready for a jump shot.. but failed. Yeah :p

Look at Rhina's dolphin pose! She said, "I was practicing to be a pole".

Me and my monkey! :B

Gay-ing on the bed while waiting for the BBQ.. YingYing in the center!

Chicken wings, sausages, sweet potato, corn.. and salad. What more can we ask for a BBQ :)

Enjoying the chicken! Lai on the left, Douglas on the right.. Don't they look cute? xD

Played the Mafia game in the girl's penthouse after the BBQ till 1am.. Look at our serious faces!

18th September 2011

Leaving our hotel! Was trying to dry my towel but a car stopped to offer a lift cos he thought we were stranded hahahahaha :D

Xin Yi's cool pose!

At Big Red Strawberry Farm.. isn't the flower pretty? :)

Sang, Vaenu, Jan Sen and I chillin' beside the pond.. and eating strawberry ice sticks! YUMMM~

Blooming out of the hibiscus :3

3 stooges, 3 musketeers or just plain Charlie's angels? We look like kids :/

Rhina : I didn't know cacti make me happy.

Group photo at the Bee Farm.. *buzzz*

Went to the waterfall! And it rained. Heavily. Got wet even before we entered the water :o

N11S2 Cameron committee :) Cheers!

More pictures can be found on Facebook! Had such a great time with my buddies, and made new friends with both the seniors and the Orang Asli kids. Looking forward to another trip x)

Cameron, here we come! c:

2011-09-16T17:52:00.002+08:00

Woohooo! Going to Cameron tomorrow on a college trip :) And I'm going with my friends! Like first time hang-out, ever. Can't wait to play with the orang asli kids, have so much games in mind to execute hehehe and to tour around Cameron for the first time in 5 years. Hope it's still chilly there! Adios, people :D

And before I forget,

Credits to Danesh Manoharan

I'll miss you, dear.

Muahx, take care! <3

Too much to handle

2011-09-09T21:00:00.001+08:00

I've been feeling very tensed lately. My class is involved in this project under the Pre-U Club, and we've encountered so many problems. We're supposed to find members to complete our trip to the orang asli settlement in Cameron Highlands, but all sorts of shits came up like people not doing their work, being lazy, yadah-yadah-yadah. And we've having a hard time inviting people to join us because there's another camp at Genting, and there's this retard from the other class who has been stealing our people, saying it's worth going to Genting more blah-blah-blah. Dude, is he recruiting members into some illegal vice club or something? DO YOU HAVE TO F*CKING BACKSTAB US SAYING SHITZ SO THAT OHHHH, y'know what. WHATEVER! I'm so burdened by these unnecessary problems that I can't even think straight, I think I screwed my Stats test. Hoorah, this whole thing had better untangle itself or imma kill myself. *grrrrr*

Go die, you useless piece of nut.
I don't know what's your problem with us.

Loser.

DSLR! :D

2011-08-27T12:51:00.001+08:00

On a beautiful Friday evening, four little girls came out to play. Dazzling, sexy, lovely and rambunctious they were.. they mesmerized the crowd with their grace, dancing to the sound of the rain, humming along with the wind...

Okay it's been awhile since i last wrote a narrative essay.. so yeah it's kinda lame O_o
anyway, what realllyyy happened was this :

Since it was the last day of college before a one week break, we girls were so hyped on going home that we wanted to have some fun. And the fun was me! Wore my Indian friend's dangly earring and her pottu the other two were Indians too actually and tied braids to make me look more "Indian" :) And here's the outcome... *drum rolls*

Tadaaaaaaa! Couldn't smile nicely because I keep on laughing :I

This is us! Our names make up the DSLR btw. Hence, the title :)

yeah i look so ugly. :O

Well, the irony is none of us are professional DSLR photographers.. but whatever. heh

Happy holidays and Selamat Hari Raya, peeps! Maaf zahir dan batin, and take care during the festive season ;)

Take care, dear!
Selamat Hari Raya to you too <3

Lazy Lilian O:

2011-08-23T21:01:00.001+08:00

Woots it's almost the end of the second month in college! And what a tirinnnggggg two months it has been. With quizzez and tests EVERY SINGLE WEEK, of course it's hell! Hell because I don't really have the mood to spend my precious time studying :/ Whadya expect, 6 months. 6 MONTHS of doing nothing except eating, sleeping, wasting time, yeah So I suppose this is one of the cons of starting college in July.. but i don't regret it because i don't have to nerdify myself since the beginning of the year :D Oh well, hopefully i'll pick up the pace soon, at this rate i don't think i will be able to do well for my exams!! And i wouldn't want that to happen since people place their high expectations on me. With God's grace, i know i can do it! :))

Oooh, nerd mode = LAG :[

So much to do, so little time!

2011-08-06T00:10:00.001+08:00

Entering the second month of college, I am already feeling the burden of juggling my studies, ECA and past time. I have quizzez and tests every now and then, am part of the prom committee and editorial board, and yet am trying to enjoy college with my friends at the same time! Gosh, I certainly did not expect college life to be THIS hectic :( To add insult to injury, I'm always tired by the time I get home, from all the standing and 'sardine-ing' in the KTM.. Plus, I have to finish all my work and hardly have time to go online. Stop it, Lilian! No use complaining and ranting. It just makes all the matter worse. Okay... but I guess it's not thaaaaat bad, cos I'm having fun with my college mates in my everyday life, constantly laughing and 'speaking British'. Already 18 but still acting like a bunch of kids. Oh, that's just us! :)

Alrighty, off to bed now. It's 12am.. Nitenite ^_^

That means I've to spend less time with you, too.

I miss you oxox

N11S2. Yeah we're awesome! ;]

2011-07-21T21:53:00.000+08:00

I know I've been saying this time and time again, but ohmagawd! It has already been three weeks since I started my CAL studies. Time REALLY does fly. But I'm enjoying every microsecond of it (nerd mode!) because I have awesome classmates who are just like me! Crazy, weird, fun, hyper, and smart at the same time! All jam-packed into a wholesome lot of 8teen year old dweebs - yep, that's N11S2! The subjects are so far so good; just like SPM but a little more detailed and confusing! Oh well, that's what I had expected. All of us did, actually haha. Hmm better study now. Tata! :)

Lilian, you can do it!

Wish me luck! :B

Hello, A-Level!

2011-07-09T20:58:00.000+08:00

One word. WOW. I can't believe my eyes that I've already completed one week of A-level in college. Made new friends, as only Parveen and myself are in the same class. The rest are in the bio class. And well, my classmates are umm, nerdy? Sorta. No matter how I try to picture how my class is, it will NEVER be as fun and exciting as the bridging programme. I don't know why. Anyway, the subjects are so far so good, and the lecturers are just nice as well! Not too serious, not too boring. But i MIGHT be changed to another class; the Bio class because that's what it say on intionline! Then I'll be able to meet some of my friends from bridging programme! :) but that could also mean that I'm getting different lecturers. Nooooooo D: Ah i'll just have to go with the flow.. Wish me luck! xoxo

Goodbye, Bridging Programme..

2011-07-09T20:49:00.000+08:00

Did I mention that bridging programme at INTI has come to and end? No? Well, it's because I didn't have the time to even blog here. Umm actually I do, but I was just to lazy. In a blink of an eye, one month had passed just like that! Within that one month, I had made so many friends, gained so many experiences, and had a lot of fun, fun, fun! On the last day of our course, we had a 'class party' and boy, how I miss my friends...

We made this for our oh-so-awesome English teacher, Ms Margaret!

all of us signed at the back of this.. card. (:

And these are all of my wonderful classmates - fun, humorous, smart, outgoing, and just plain awesome - all packed into these beautiful people. <3

All of us had to go our separate ways - some to CAL, some to foundation. But we still see each other in college, and we SCREEEAMMMM whenever we do! Memories :') I wish all of you all the best! And you have my support wherever you go.

One week left! :[

2011-06-17T20:28:00.000+08:00

Oh no! 4 weeks have passed in a blink an eye, which means it's almost the end of the bridging programme :( How i'm gonna miss my classmates.. they may be childish and immature, but they're fun to hang around with! At least some of em are in A-levels too.. Vindra, Durga, Rebecca, Yan Ting, Kar Yin, Li Er and Wesley! But i will miss the other bunch.. Mama, Joven, Zi Kang, Zariq, Peter, Kim Chuan, Katy and the rest of em. :/ At least we have an FB group, so that might keep all of us in touch. Well, I hope so.. considering the fact that the one created for 5S is not so.. successful. VERY not so successful. Hope i'll get a chance to chill with them next week, but it might be impossible. Tests, presentations, exam. GAHH oh well, we'll just see what we can do.

Getting INTI-mate with classmates?

2011-06-03T21:58:00.000+08:00

Can't believe that two weeks passed just like that. Time flies, huh? But I'm happy to say that these two weeks included a lot of fun, especially with my new classmates. Sad that we'll only be in the same class for 5 weeks, then some of us will go on with our respective courses. I have made new friends, some of em silly, some just plain crazy, some are spammers; but everyone is so fun! We had a role play and a presentation for English recently, and damn were they awesome ;D However, I'm still missing 5S. So much memories there! Met up with Jia Wei on Thursday and it's obvious he misses 5S too.. Hopefully the class reunion next week will become reality and not just another failed plan O:

Thank you, dear.

For accompanying me to college everyday!

The end.

2011-05-28T21:46:00.003+08:00

No matter how strong you think you are, it is not easy to let go. Problems are never solved when you choose to avoid them, but what else can you do? You reach the dead end, torn between choices. You blame yourself for breaking promises. You hate yourself for hurting the ones you love.

You are a monster.

Oh, Mona Lisa!

2011-05-28T16:20:00.001+08:00

*drum rolls*

HAPPY BIRTHDAY, LISA LOK CHOY HONG!

She, is turning 18 today!

The girl with the biggest smile, and the horniest brain :P

Class would be so boring without her.. haha.

One of my bestest buds, and my broooo!!

Sudah legal age, dont simply do stuffs yeah *sinister laugh*

Anyway, all the best, gal! And you can always call me if ya need me :)

OXOX <3

Because he cares :]

2011-05-24T21:51:00.000+08:00

Dear wanted to come all the way to INTI today to fetch me after class, eventhough he didn't know where INTI is. He wanted to make sure that I would be safe, away from "the acid man". It seems that this psychopath had just attacked a victim at Sunway O: Needa be more careful now.. But I don't worry that much, because I have him to protect me. He posted on my wall last night; "I will never let anything happen to you :(" Aww, I'm so touched! :') Although he couldn't come on his own due to some complications, and Joshua had to fetch me.. still, isn't that the sweetest thing? <3

Thank you for caring so much about me,

and loving me without boundaries.

I love you too <3

Getting INTI-mate with college :]

2011-05-24T19:02:00.002+08:00

Guess what? I'm in college already! I can't believe it, 5 months of rotting at home.. and now, I'm going through a whole new experience. :) Too bad I didn't score myself any scholarship.. oh well. I enrolled myself for A-levels, but I'm currently undergoing a bridging programme. The real course starts in July. So now I'm just taking Intensive English and MPW classes, and so far.. everything's okay. The lecturers aren't so boring like typical school teachers, the classrooms are clean (and cold O:), there are bazillions of restaurants outside INTI, and new friends! Who wouldn't want new friends?! :D The only thing I dislike about going to college.. is the transport home. Because me has no car, I have to take the KTM home (and ohgod i hate peak hour) but before that, I need to walk and take a bus in order to get to the station. Feet ache :'( Anyhow, I like college.. and it's only my second day! Wait till the real painintheass starts.... *sighs*

Oh no, time to get lifeless and be a nerd again! :)

2011-05-18T00:26:00.005+08:00

The title says it all. I got rejected over and over again; without luck. Applied for Petronas, Bank Negara, matrix and JPA, only to see "Maaf, permohonan anda tidak berjaya." I mean like wtf? I know probably for matrix it's because I didn't update my profile in February. Too late to regret. There are over 9000 students with straight As, who am I kidding? But I guess there are more deserving, and needy students than me. I have to settle with my last resort, which is A-levels at INTI Subang. At least I get tuition fee waiver, that ain't too bad. But it's really depressing. Time to head the books once again. *sigh*

GASP

2011-04-19T15:08:00.003+08:00

Went for my JPA interview last Friday, at UiTM Shah Alam.

Left the house at 530 to have breakfast,

and reached the destination at 630 = =

when I'm supposed to be there at 730.

Oh well, my parents were ecstatic.. TOO ecstatic

since I was selected for the interview..

actually, all those who submitted their applications HAVE to attend the interview.. so watev'

Anyway, found out I was in the same group as Andrew Chin - dubbed the 'walking dictionary/encyclopedia/newspaper/yeahyougetmypoint,

and Shahrul Sufian, a pro debater and public speaker

Yes, I'M DOOMED! *dies*

Made another two friends who were in the same group, Racheal and Viknesh :)

We were literally the noisiest and chillest group there - everyone else was nervous and stoned.

The whole interview went on pretty well, the other four spoke really good

It was okay for me, except for some questions which I found difficult to answer.

But it was really competitive, and I felt as if I have no chance.

whattheheck, I gotta be optimistic! Keep my hopes up!

Anything can happen right?

So.. I'll find out whether I got the scholarship probably next week,

as it was stated the results will be out on the last week of April.

OHH PRRRAAAAAAAAYYYY I get a scholarship..

Got no news from Asean and Bank Negara, but it probably takes them time.

Wasn't shortlisted for the Petronas EduQuest camp. Who cares :/

Officially 8teen!

2011-04-12T17:21:00.003+08:00

I AM SWEET 18 :]

I can drink I can go clubbing I can smoke I can do whatever I want!

***

NO! I can't, I don't want to, and I never will...

Except for the 'whatever I want' part*

*only applies to positive actions which would improve my well-being and personality*

In the mean time, I'm trying to look more of a grown-up, and less like a kid.

Don't get me wrong, I like being a kid..

I'm not in a rush to grow up..

but what can I do, the older you get, the more responsibilities you have!

For now, I'm tryin' to dress maturely - so that I don't look 13;

speak confidently - no more kiddy giggles;

walk properly - not waddle;

and think like an 18-year-old!

but I'd still retain some childishness in me..

cos we're all still kids in our hearts <3

23rd March 2010! :]

2011-03-29T15:56:00.006+08:00

My brows were sweaty. I could hear the sound of my own heart beating.Dub! Dub! Dub! Dub! it went. I looked around, and saw fear etched on their faces. The sound of laughter and chatter filled the air. The aura of anxiety surrounded us, killing us slowly as we waited. "What's taking them so long?", I whispered, inaudible to the people around me.

All of us were busy talking away to notice the small lady standing in front of us. Silence befell us the moment she spoke, as we listened patiently to her every word. She, Miss Hoh, greeted us and gave us a little introduction, before handling the microphone to the lean man standing next to her. Ah, Mr Leong, our principal was to give a speech, of course. How could anyone have missed that?

"Good morning", he said, full with pride and glory. We replied so soft than even I could not make out what we were saying.

"GOOD MORNING!", he shouted this time, as he would always do. We replied for the second time, clearer than before, but he doesn't seem pleased at all. He gave us his speech, but I don't think anyone listened. Nobody ever does.

Done with his speech, Mr Leong handed the mike back to Miss Hoh, and this time she was seen holding some papers in her hands. Could it be? Oh no, yes it is! "Now, I will announce the names of the students who achieved straight As in SPM. When I announce your name, please come up to the stage to receive your results", Miss Hoh said with confidence, all eyes and ears on her.

"The only student who got 11As is Anndrea Lye, with *A+, *A and *A-", Miss Hoh announced, and the sound of applause quickly took over the atmosphere. Anndrea walked up the stage, shook her hand with Mr Leong, who gave her the result slip. Anndrea was smiling away, much to her joy. Silence returned the moment she got off the stage, our eyes and ear concentrated on Miss Hoh again. "Now I will announce the students who got 10As. Tan Yoong Chuen got 9A+ and 1A-". Ahh, this was no surprise. Tan has always been the top student in our school. Tan got up the stage, as everyone was clapping away. Miss Hoh continued announcing the names, but I did not pay my attention to the names she was calling out. Where was my name?

I started panicking, my heart sinking as I waited. My dear, who was sitting in front of me, tried assuring me. But I could see that he was starting to worry as well. What seemed like forever, was finally over as my name was yelled out. "Tan Li Lian, got 7A+ and 3A", Miss Hoh announced. I got out of my chair, waddled up the stage, and shook Mr Leong's hand. I said 'Thank You' as I received the slip in my hand, my eyes concentrated on the prints on the slip.

Oh, I had missed out on Physics, BM and Moral, the subjects I got A for. I was a bit disappointed and joyous at the same time. Disappointed because I got an A for Physics, joyous because I managed to score A+'s for Accounts and Biology for the first time! When I got back to my seat, I could see my dear smiling away, eager to see my results. How I wanted to hug him so badly at that time! I pinned my ears to Miss Hoh, who continued yelling away the names. It seems that 25 or 26 students got straight As, and about 11 were from my class, glorious 5S! Wei Ming, Jia Wei, Hanny, Khye Sern, Juin, Juen, Hilmi, David and Shaun managed to secure straight As as well. :)

After the whole thing was over, it was time for the rest of the students to collect their results from their respective class teachers. Cik Nor Faiza was seen giving them away, smiles and tears filled the faces of my classmates. Ah shucks, so many of them got a B out of the other As. If not, 5S would have overpowered 5K! Some of my friends were pleased, some of them crestfallen. Lisa was clearly happy, she scored 8As and a B+! Physics, again. My dear though was disappointed, as he had expected much more. He can do so much better, I know. I will continue to support him no matter what. I LOVE YOU, DEAR!

A big THANK YOU to my dearrrrr, my family, teachers and friends!! I LOVE YOU GUYZZ ♥
& to the dudes and dudettes of 5S, congratulations! You did your best :) 5S rocks!

Was kinda bored so yeah, lazy to finish off the story haha! :B

Three is better than two!

2011-03-22T18:08:00.005+08:00

omgomgomgomgomgomgomgomgomg

tomorrow's the day we all have been waiting for!

*drum rolls*

3 months of torture, just waiting for it..

YES! spm 2010 results O:

i've been dying at home wondering how i will fare..

and i'm aiming for

STRAIGHT As

(well 10A+ seems a little too.. out of my reach so imma just stick with the As)

*gonna shit in my pants*

GAAH we'll just see how tomorrow goes, eh?

i hope all my hard work pays off

and i'm sooo already in a mood to celebrate!

WHY? BCUZ

1. sat for my electone exam, and i got good comments from the examiners! :D

2. i passed my driving test wweeeeeeee without coffee money!

and hopefully,

3. i got 10As for SPM YAAAAAYYYYYYY!! :B

let's see if no. 3 comes true..

*breathes*

All the best tomorrow, people! Share with me your achievements, ayy?

BEST OF LUCK!! :]

and not forgetting you, dear.

all the best, i have faith in you ^^

LOVE YOU. MUAAHX <3

:/

2011-01-27T14:15:00.002+08:00

Just got my L license and taking driving classes now.

First time was shit..

Got scolded because I held the steering 'too tight'

Like wtf I was merely resting my hands there..

zzz expect me to drive without hands.

Wanna work but no transport to get to work.

Dear won't let either, say no time to see each other.

But now he already has a job.. soon

I guess I'd better start searching again.

Don't wanna die at home.

lol

2011 :D

2011-01-01T19:10:00.004+08:00

Happy New Year!

Wishing everyone all the best in this brand new year.

Let's get things started!

Hopefully, all of us will achieve our dreams and hopes, and be better person everyday :)

11 resolutions for 2011 :)

1. Study harder and smarter for my A-levels wherever I'm going. No more slacking! D:

2. Be a better person, totally. No more cursing, that's one lol.

3. Gain some weight. Eat, eat and eat! Let's get this war started.

4. Manage my finance professionally. After being broke for once, no more spending on stuffs I don't need. $$

5. Be more optimistic!! Gotta start looking at the brighter side of me, rather than looking down on myself all the time. :)

6. Be a happier person, yes. Why bother being sad all the time, aite?

7. Smile for myself! This has been my motto for like.. 2010. But it didnt quite work the way I planned. So yes, take a look at my buck teeth :B

8. Waste time, no more. Rather than sleeping when there's nothing to do.. I'll start indulging in my lost hobbies once again.

9. Go green! Our earth is dying, so let's not die together with it. 3R, people!!

10. Love myself, my friends, and family. Ohana means family, and family means nobody gets left behind. <3

11. Be a better girlfriend? :) I promise to you too, my love. I love you too, now and always. ^^

SPM! boom baby :D

2010-12-08T22:33:00.004+08:00

Today is the day we all have been waiting for...

Today is...

THE LAST DAY OF SPM! :D

Yeah, you heard me right...

but not for me lah, still got accounts tomorrow lol

whatever man, 3 weeks of spm is finally over..

after one year of sitting for tons of exams...

and two years of working my ass off studying...

and i hope the next 3 months of waiting for my friggin results is worth my 3 weeks of spm!

MUST GET STRAIGHT As!!

*if i dont i will seriously go into depression*

oh well, back to studying accounts..

TATA ♥

and btw, I'm in a relationship now

*screams*

One of the bestest friends I've ever had (;

2010-11-11T17:30:00.003+08:00

Heee.. here's to one of the bestest dudes I can ever ask for.

MUHAMMAD AMIRUL HAZIMAN (;

Thanks so much for being by my side at times when I needed someone..

10 years of friendship, we've gone through thick and thin together,

and I wouldn't ask for more.

You are the first guy best friend I've ever had, and I hope you'll stay as my best friend,

even when we're far apart, cos we're near at heart <3

Always keep in mind that I'll be there when you need meh,

just like how you did when I needed a shoulder to lean on.

Thank you so much, for being such an awesomeeee buddy.

Love ya lots,

The girl who found her smile (;

Love the way you lie (Part 2)

2010-11-08T16:03:00.003+08:00

Currently addicted to this song. Made me cry.

On the first page of our story, the future seems so bright.
And this thing turned out so evil, I don’t know why I’m still surprised.
Even angels have their wicked schemes and you take death to new extremes.
But you’ll always be my hero, even though you lost your mind.

Just gonna stand there and watch me burn,
But that’s alright because I like the way it hurts.
Just gonna stand there and hear me cry,
But that’s alright because I love the way you lie, I love the way you lie.
I love the way you lie.

Now this gravel in our voices, glass is shattered from the fight.
In this tug of war, you’ll always win, even when I’m right.
Cause you feed me fables from your hand,
With violet words and empty threats and it’s sick that all these battles are what keeps me satisfied.

So maybe I’m a masochist
I try to run but I don’t wanna ever leave.
Til the walls are goin’ up in smoke with all our memories.

[Eminem]
This morning, you wake, a sunray hits your face
smeared makeup as we lay in the wake of destruction
hush baby, speak softly, tell me I’ll be sorry that you
pushed me into the coffee table last night so I can push you off me
try and touch me so I can scream at you not to touch me
run out the room and I’ll follow you like a lost puppy
baby, without you, I’m nothing, I’m so lost, hug me
then tell me how ugly I am, but that you’ll always love me
then after that, shove me, in the aftermath of the
destructive path that we’re on, two psychopaths but we
know that no matter how many knives we put in each other’s backs
that we’ll have each other’s backs, ’cause we’re that lucky
together, we move mountains, let’s not make mountains out of molehills,
you hit me twice, yeah, but who’s countin’
I may have hit you three times, I’m startin’ to lose count
but together, we’ll live forever, we found the youth fountain
our love is crazy, we’re nuts, but I refused counselin’
this house is too huge, if you move out I’ll burn all two thousand
square feet of it to the ground, ain’t shit you can do about it
with you I’m in my f–kin’ mind, without you, I’m out it

*to listen to the song, click the link below.

http://hypem.com/track/1248914/Rihanna+-+Love+the+Way+You+Lie+pt+2+f+Eminem

I Still . . .

2010-11-03T15:54:00.004+08:00

Who are you now?
Are you still the same
Or did you change somehow?
What do you do
At this very moment when I think of you?
And when I'm looking back
How we were young and stupid
Do you remember that?

No matter how I fight it
Can't deny it
Just can't let you go

I still need you
I still care about you
Though everything's been said and done
I still feel you
Like I'm right here beside you
But still no word from you

Now look at me
Instead of moving on, I refuse to see
That I keep coming back
And I'm stuck in a moment
That wasn't meant to last (to last)

I've tried to fight it
Can't deny it
You don't even know

That I still need you
I still care about you
Though everything's been said and done
I still feel you
Like I'm right here beside you
But still no word from you

No no
Wish I could find you
Just like you found me
Then I would never let you go (without you)

Though everything's been said and done (yeah)
I still feel you (I still feel you)
Like I'm right here beside you (like I'm right here beside you)
But still no (still no word) word from you

I still need you

I still care about you

I still love you

2010-10-23T14:20:00.003+08:00

I'm sorry :(

I killed my butterfly.

You don't know how I've tried to let go.

Stay by my side, I won't forget you.
I hope you won't forget me too.

I miss you.

I suck.

2010-10-18T14:36:00.003+08:00

NOOOOOOOOOO! I'm so sad today :'( Today we got some of our results for the trials exam.. and my results dropped!

AAA Cik Nor Faiza said overall, we did quite badly for BM. I got 68% for BM 1 only.. kinda expected that, as I didnt really aim high for BM. Haiz, then BM 2 i realised I made so many mistakes!! Rumusan, novel, tatabahasa.. I'm not keeping my hopes high on this anymore. Never did anyway :/

Then suddenly physics papers appeared out of nowhere, literally. Someone passed us the papers.. Fuuhhh for once I got A+ without 5%! Last time always add 5% then can only get A+. Almost all the subjects also like that.. this time dont know how I will fare..

Our so called Guru Panitia Moral also return us the papers. I got 82% only! :'( wanna cry already... *sobs* I wrote so many wrong nilai's! I could answer most of the KBKK questions, which I usually have problems in! And now, I got so many f***ing nilai's wrong.. Can seriously jump down the building now. Tan all keep on laughing at me, feel like crap. Enough la already shout YOU SUCK at my face everyday. #&*@#^*

As if that wasnt bad enough, my Maths also dropped... but I didnt really mind this paper la, cos I already knew my mistakes anyway. But it seems like Nizam's also laughing at me.. == Fine la everyone laugh la! I SUCK! Happy?!?!?!

But I knew along my results would deteriorate. This whole crap's affecting my studies already. It's my fault I was born with low self esteem. And I'm not trying to boast and all that my marks DAMN LOW or whatever.. it's just that I expected so much more.. I wanna study, be a real nerd.. but I just cant find the willpower to do so... I'm already having a f***ing hard time trying to be happy.. I just dont know what to do now.

Why can't we just be happy like how we used to?

I'm sick of having to endure your lies..

I hope I dont kill my butterfly :'(

More memories :)

2010-09-20T17:24:00.002+08:00

Hmmm was bored the other day, so I was going through everyone's blog and websites.. even those who I dont know. Well anything to keep me away from books for awhile would do. And I remembered he told me once that he has a myspace account, so I thought of dropping by. Haha look what I found.. =)

Awww I didnt know he kept these pictures ^^ I wanted these IR photos, since we didnt snap much. Omg

I look so funny in the dress. Miss these sweet moments..

You were once special to me,

You still are special to me,

And you'll always be special to me.

ILY <3

The best thing that has ever happened to me.

2010-08-31T21:30:00.002+08:00

Here are some pictures of him and I. Yea I still can't get over him. But hey, these memories are the ones keeping me going. Love during school days do help. They keep us going, pushing us to do better. Hmmm looks like I'm screwed. Oh well.. anyways, enjoy?

Ahhh I seriously can't smile. But I will for him. I'll smile for myself, and I'll smile for him.. :')

Daddy, I love you.

I LOVE YOU. I DO :(

2010-08-06T18:12:00.002+08:00

According to my daisypath.. it's been 1 month 3 weeks and 4 days since we broke up. AND NO I'M STILL NOT OVER YOU! :'( Aarrrghhh I never knew it would be THIS HARD!!! The last we broke up I was fine.. but now I seem to be one wanting to crawl back to you.. Daddy oh daddy, I'm really sorry for being so doubtful of you when we were together. I would do anything to go change back time and undo my mistakes.. but it wouldn't work if you don't change either. 1 month 3 weeks and 4 days seem to be a long time for someone to get over their ex, but not for me this time.. Baby, I really do love you a lot. I feel so attached to you that when this suddenly happened.. I just lost myself. Now I don't know the meaning of love anymore..
Daddy oh daddy, why have you been acting so cold to me these days? I know I've been a little too harsh on you, but you know that anger management is soooo not my thing? You tell me you still love me, but why can't i feel it? I missed the times when we were together. Now your face just frowns whenever you see me..
I want another chance for us to be together.. and I'm willing to face whatever imperfections there are in you, because I'm no infallible human being either. But will you still love me like how you did last time? Will you still treat me as your girlfriend? And most importantly.. will you even accept me back into your arms? I really do want another chance, but somehow my heart tells me there's no chance for me...
Daddy oh daddy, I love you. I do :'(

I love you

2010-06-30T19:48:00.002+08:00

This is probably the last time I'm gonna blog about you, and probably the last I'll talk to you too. Yes, I have deleted you from my profile.. and I'm trying to delete you from my life, and if possible.. my memory too. But like Amirul said, make this relationship a memorable one, something to laugh about in the future. Maybe he's right, and we would be something to be laughed about, when I've found the REAL one. I know I have keep on shouting I HATE YOU!, but I know my heart whispers i love you everytime my mouth does that. Maybe it's because I'm not over you yet. I know I should get over you already, but I still get jealous when I see you chatting with some other girl, and I still get angry when I find out you go out late at night. I guess I'm so used to it, it takes time for me to undo them. I can't keep on lingering in the past, but I am scared to find out my future as well. I had always hoped that you would ask me that question again, "Can we start over?". But i don't think it's gonna work out. I tried, I really did, but maybe it's you who did not realise. Well, let this be the past. Like George Santayana said, Those who live in the past are condemned to repeat it.
I wish you all the best in living your life to the fullest. And maybe you wouldnt realise it now, but I hope you'll change one day.
I LOVE YOU. <3

2010 - New Year, New Hope :)

2010-01-01T18:00:00.009+08:00

Another year has come and go, and here we are, in 2010 :) 2009 was nothing less of a hectic year. Departures, disasters, you name it. Last year was one of the most difficult years one has to go through, with economic downturns, death of celebrities (R.I.P. Michael), natural disasters and whatsoever :I
2010 sheds a new hope for humanity, and hopefully this year wont be as bad as 2009 (according to feng shui, it wont :) The year of the Ox represented hardship, and with the year of the Tiger arriving, 2010 represents a brave year ahead!

"Cheers to a new year and another chance for us to get it right." Happy New Year :)

Happy New Year, Daddy ^^

Goodbye 2009.

Hello 2010.

Happy New Year.

Da Vinci - The Genius

2009-12-30T13:53:00.003+08:00

28 Dec 2009, MON

My mom took my bro and I, along with my exasperating cousins to the National Science Centre, for we were wanting to see the exhibition of one of the geniuses that has ever lived, LEONARDO DA VINCI. For someone like Leonardo, he was a man ahead of his time. Inventor, artist, scientist, engineer, sculptor, anatomist, biologist, musician, architect, philosopher! Truly, this man IS a genius. He's popular for his art works, one of them being the Mona Lisa :) Anyways, the exhibition is divided into sections - flight, physics and mechanical principle, anatomy, music, optic and time, Mona Lisa and her 25 secrets, civil machines, Renaissance art, hydrolics and aquatic machines. But of course, the highlight of the exhibition is the Mona Lisa. This isnt the real Mona Lisa though, just a replica. The real Mona Lisa's too precious that it cant be brought anywhere! It's now in Paris, behind a bullet proof glass :)

To check out the info and stuffs, click this website : http://www.davincithegenius.com/kuala_lumpur/.

Daddy, few more days till the holidays are over!

OMG, 2010 is almost here!

Merry Christmas :)

2009-12-25T14:23:00.010+08:00

The True Meaning of Christmas

Brian K. Walters

In today's day and time,
it's easy to lose sight,
of the true meaning of Christmas
and one special night.

When we go shopping,
We say "How much will it cost?"
Then the true meaning of Christmas,
Somehow becomes lost.

Amidst the tinsel, glitter
And ribbons of gold,
We forget about the child,
born on a night so cold.

The children look for Santa
In his big, red sleigh
Never thinking of the child
Whose bed was made of hay.

In reality,
When we look into the night sky,
We don't see a sleigh
But a star, burning bright and high.

A faithful reminder,
Of that night so long ago,
And of the child we call Jesus,
Whose love, the world would know.

Have a wonderful MERRY CHRISTMAS, everyone! :D

Daddy, daddy, wo ai ni! :)

We wish you a merry christmas,

And a happy new year! WOOT!

S.H.I.T

2009-12-23T17:25:00.006+08:00

Haha, found this in facebook.. funneh! :)

Only two weeks of holidays left, so make the best out of it! CHEERS :D
And MERRY CHRISTMAS! ^^

Daddy, hope to see you soon! Muuahxx!

HO HO HO..

Have a merry little Christmas, everyone!

Adam + Yasmin :)

2009-12-14T15:43:00.004+08:00

Wondering whose names are up there? Well, let's say they're two ordinary human beings from two different cultures who chose to lead their lives as one happyly married couple. Adam Yap, my cousin from my mom's side of the family, got married to Yasmin, a beautiful Malay lady on the 12th of December, 2009.
Erm, since I'm not really that good with words, I'll just post some pictures taken at their wedding. A picture says a thousand words, ya?
Here are the picture's taken at Yasmin's home...

For starters.. let's all admire these delicious kuih :P

Ahh, Adam and Yasmin leaving for the akad nikah ceremony...

Putting on the wedding ring :)

All the aunties with Adam..

Here's a picture in their new home...

Yasmin in traditional cheongsam :D

Dinner at Corus Hotel...

Here comes the bride.. all dressed in white..

The couple on the pelamin..

Cake cutting ceremony.. Yum!

The bride and groom thanking the guests.. (you're welcome!)

Cousins.. I'm wearing the pretty blue dress :)

Yaaaaaammmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm ssssseeeeeennnnnggggggg!

There are tons of pictures, but I just can't post them all. Wishing the newlyweds a happy blissful married life! Woots :) Happy holidays, dudes!

Daddy! Missing you badly...

Congrats Adam and Yasmin..

Adam + Yasmin 4eva :)

Chia Hui's birthday at MidValley :)

2009-09-23T20:56:00.023+08:00

Woke up at 7am today just to go to Soo Wai's house.. and WHY? Because we're celebrating Chia Hui's birthday! (belated birthday, but its the thought that counts, rite?) NO LAR, not celebrating at SooWai's house. We're going to MIDVALLEY :D Aiyoh, last time I went there was last year haha~ Soo Wai spent one hour deciding what to wear xD And when she finally made up her mind, we headed to HuanHee's house which was under renovation.. chit-chatted at the park outside her house while waiting for Chia Hui who was gonna pick us up. Was talking bout H1N1 mask when Huan Hee shouted OH SHIT and ran into her house to get 4 masks :) Chia Hui arrived and we left for KTM....

Simon and Hilmi was already there when we arrived. Bought tickets to MidValley, pergi-balik. RM 3 bucks for that. Took the train.. and nothing happened in the train. On the way out of the Station, my retarded card wont work :( Had to go through manually...

Met Lisa there :) And walked around for awhile deciding on what to eat >.< While thinking, went to GSC to buy tickets for movie first. NOO cant watch Orphan :( 18 ^ only... but at the end we picked a movie :) Finally decided to eat at Food Junction, a.k.a Food Court! But me got no appetite to eat there.. so I decided on eating McDonald's! Hilmi tagged along to ta-pau also. While eating, my DARLING called.. I MISS HIS VOICE SO MUCH :( I felt as if the whole world stopped moving.. until Simon spoiled my mood -_-" Thanks a lot to Hilmi for his phone :D
After eating, went walking around. Simon wanted to buy ugly socks for his already-ugly-enough Crocs shoes o.o Huan Hee pulak keep on wandering off with Chia Hui to snap pictures of herself -_-" After the whole i-donno-what-to-do session, we went off to the bowling centre! (i think that's what you call em) I didnt play though.. cos I sucked a lot :X Last time I played was during Form 2's Genting trip D: So Lisa, Huan Hee, Simon and Soowai, and Chia Hui played. Hilmi didnt play cos he emo cos TYC wasnt there xP After the whole embarrasing but yet syiok moment, Huan Hee won! :D Chia Hui pulak got 2 strikes YOU GO, GIRL!! haha stole the pic from SooWai :) Sorry!!!

*Huan Hee and the birthday girl!

*Lisa-cool.. Chia Hui-blur.. Me- retarded :)

*Huan Hee with her winning score

It was ngam-ngam time for our movie of the day - G-FORCE.. in 3D!

Lol I suck at finding images :( Anyways~ we get to wear 3D glasses to watch the movie.. and it was kinda real :) But the movie was only 1 hour plus.. and it cost an extra 10 bucks for the glasses. So sad, I dont get to hug my darling like how we always do when we watch movies T-T I really miss him.... a lot After coming out of the theatre, Huan Hee and the birthday girl wandered off to the washroom.. and came back hours later. OKAY, that was a metaphor :) But it DID take really long... Lisa said Huan Hee must be snapping pictures again. HEHE but they said it was because there was a long queue for cubicles. Walked aimlessly for hours again.. and visited some shops but coming out empty handed as usual. I kept feeling the urge to sneeze.. but there werent any sunlight D: When I looked up to the sky behind the transparent glass on the ceiling, sneezed about 5 times in a row. PWNED?

Continued walking ainlessly.. then Simon wanted to eat somemore.. -__-" so we all stopped at the food court again. :I Huan Hee and Simon were having some sorta debate la.. which was fun to watch :) Soo Wai's sis was also there.. so Huan Hee, Chia Hui, Simon and Soo Wai followed her home. Hilmi and I followed Lisa, since her mom was also in MidValley. Reached home 6pm. And here I am. :)

Daddy, how I wished you were there too :( I've got no one's hand to hold, nobody's waist to hug, no one's cheek to kiss.. I'm missing you a lot more by the day. Muuahhx

Chia Hui, hope you had a great time, cos I sure did!

Happy belated birthday, buddy :)

Kukup Island?

2009-09-22T14:17:00.007+08:00

WEE~ Just got back from Kukup Island in Johor :) For months I've been longing for a vacation, since my family can only go for vacations during public holidays D: Spend 2D/1N there.. and it wasn't how I expected it to be..

20/09/2009
Today is the first day of Raya holidays.. left house at 6.45 am to have breakfast. FINALLY left for Johor at 8 am :)
Man, the journey really sucked :( Sitting at the last row.. the journey was so freakin bumpy, and they were playing some ancient chinese songs at max. volume. I felt as if I was being mentally tortured.. even thought of going on a killing rampage.
The journey took hours.. within the journey we got to visit some places, like this temple. They said there were these giant unknown fish species which give luck to those who managed to touch them from head to tail. Haha, I managed to do it! Unlike some inconsiderate people who were just selfish.. they were just lying there waiting to touch the fish for hours. Felt like kicking their asses.
Reached Kukup at 5.30. Had to walk to the 'resort'. Some resort it was -_-" Spotted some mudskippers along the way :) Had dinner there.. watched the tide come in.. and then went to bed.. mattress to be exact. 8 of us females (I was the youngest) shared one damn bedroom, and it was freezing that we had to switch off the air-cond at 3 am.

21/09/2009
Woke up at 6.30. Ate noodles and fried rice for breakfast. Left the resort and took a ferry to this fisheries place, where they reared various types of marine animals. Managed to touch a horseshoe crab :) Saw a jellyfish, some pufferfish and few more species of fish I never knew. And then we headed to the REAL Kukup Island. It was a swamp-like place, and we walked across this 50m canopy walk? Then walked another few hundred metres to i donno where. U-turned to the jetty to leave Kukup Island.. Buhbye :)
Bought a Man Utd shirt before leaving.. and switch place with my dad in the bus. It was less bumpy this time, but a whole lot colder :( The journey took hours again, but we managed to visit a few more places. Stopped at another temple in Negri Sembilan, and climbed a hundred steps to the top of the temple.......... My eyes hurt from the smoke of the incense T.T Snapped a few pictures with the Monkey King and his companions, got sprayed with Holy Water.. and touched the Golden Froggie :)
We also visited few shops which sell biscuits made of mainly nuts.. and bought RM72 of em. Had dinner at Seremban Siew Pau Empire.. and bought Siew Pau la. A few more hours in the bus, and we reached KL at 9.00 pm. Came back and went to bed at 9.30.
Overall, a boring but full of experience and yet tiring vacation. Hope I get to visit more places in the future! :D

Daddy, selamat hari raya! Take care, kay.. and hope you get a lot of duit raya :) Muuahx!

Happy holidays, everyone!

Happy Birthday to YEO CHIA HUI!

2009-09-19T21:28:00.010+08:00

Yep, it's one of my bestie's birthday today!

Happy sweet 16th Birthday, Chia Hui =)

Haha, she's the one on the left.. that ugly person on the right's me ^^

The hand is Lisa's btw..

Anyways, wishing you a great birthday, buddy!

Don't worry.. I'll get you a prezzie :)

Have fun, girlfriend!

...

Leaving for Johor tomorrow :)

Can't online for two days.. at least I'm not despo like my bro

I can live without facebook and blogging for two days

Yep, happy holidays everyone!

Daddy, I'm missing you already :(

Happy birthday once again, Chia Hui :)

friends forever!

We did it! :D

2009-09-17T17:57:00.017+08:00

ouWoots! We actually made it!! THANK GOD. Haha, I suppose you guys know what's going on :) If you don't, then ya'll have to read til the end. Yup, I'm talking bout the sketch for Majlis Penutupan Bulan Kemerdekaan.. YES YES YES.
All the hard work paid off, after weeks and weeks of practise. Stayin back after school, getting our hands dirty just by painting the props, dancing our asses off.. like whatever! But we had fun anyway.. and its worth all the lessons we sacrificed. Oh yeah, sorry to all the teachers who had to NOT teach.. :X

17/09/09
Came to school at 6.45a.m today just for the sketch. Lol what am I talking about? I come to school at this time everyday -_-" Anyways, few fellas were already in the hall when I got there.. started practising not soon after. Yeap, practise dancing 'Sorry sorry', some song by Super Juniors, comprising of the chinese dudes, Lisa, Zhi Ling, Chia Hui and I. Had to wear a black shirt and my brother's school pants.. The students started entering the hall, and all of 'practised' backstage.. i guess you know why I 'i forgot how to spell this' the word :I Amirul's director of this whole thing, whereas Basil and Lisa's his assistant. Daddy plays a part too! with Amer and the gang. You were great, daddy.. and so was everyone. All of us were nervous of course.. but that didn't stop them from enjoying themselves ^^

For goodness sake, Mr. Ong gave his speech for 30 minutes, and then it was the slide show. Our sketch was the 2nd performance.. which made everyone go WHAT THE F***. Juin and Huan Hee were the narrators. Our sketch was about May 13.. and it started with 3 fellas at the mamak and no I'm not gonna tell the whole story. But there were some really good scenes which were seriously funny.. like the formation part when Ashvin and his koncos were like dominos after Harith headbutted all of em.. LOL could hear the whole hall was laughing all the time! I was some kinda witch from I donno what the hell game.. =.= Chia Hui and I were Zhi Ling's children but we didn't get to play that part cos some dude told us it was the Indian scene :( Aww, too bad..

Well.. the sketch went kinda well, cos many people were laughing their asses off too :D Even the teachers said it was 'nice', except for the vulgarities ^^ The sketch ended with the credits, and Shaun made a short 'moral of the story' with Hilmi playing the piano..
I guess we all agree that this sketch's a success.. for a class like 4S! Haha, thanks to everyone who made this sketch a success, eventhough everyone agreed to blame everything on Amirul, the director, if the whole thing went wrong. Tata~
Happy holidays, dudes.. and SELAMAT HARI RAYA!! :D

Daddy, daddy, please take good care of yourself.. and Teddy too! Muuahxx.. missing you :)

Thanks everyone! :D Happy
holidays and Selamat Hari Raya!

Moles.. moles.. and more moles!

2009-09-08T14:07:00.006+08:00

LOL after my failed attempts to yahoo the questions in my previous posts.. i tried google-ing. im not sure whether these are the exact answer, but i'll just post it up here anyway :)
How do moles form on our skin?
Melanin - Moles are created by defects in melanin production. Melanin creates the pigment in our skin. When melanin is placed unevenly in the skin and clusters of it form, this makes dark patches, which are moles, according to Thehealthpedia.com.

Female Hormones - Moles, which are related to female hormones, can be one of two types: Deep moles lie in the dermis, whereas the shallow ones are in the epidermis. Moles in the epidermis are lighter than moles that are in the dermis. Because of the connection to female hormones, the chances of a man having a mole is only 10 percent.

Nevus - The official name for a mole is nevus, which is the Latin word for "spot." If you are born with a mole it is considered a congenital nevi. Approximately one in 100 babies are born with a mole, which is the congenital nevus variety. If a mole develops later in life it is called an acquired nevi. Moles, or nevi, are made up of a certain type of cell, which distinguishes them from other growths, according to the American Osteopathic College of Dermatology.

There are many more results, but i aint gonna paste all of em here, cos the post would be too long.. and that's BORING! HEHE im lazy anyway. So if you wanna know more, just click this link la: http://www.forces-of-nature.net/topics/moles/How_Do_Moles_Form.htm

That's all for today, tata! :I

Questions.. without answers?

2009-09-08T13:41:00.008+08:00

I felt extra curious today as there are so many questions in my head. Well, i asked a few of my friends but i still cant get the exact answer :( Already tried yahoo-ing, but the results didnt answer my questions... so does anyone know the answer to any of these questions?

1. How do moles form on our skin? >.<
- i've two newborn moles formed on the back of my left palm. Donno where they came from, yahoo-ed already but most of em only discussed about the types and treatment of moles -_-"

2. Why do fish have nostrils when they dont even use them to breathe? -..-"
- we learned bout the breathing mechanism of animals in Bio today, but still i dont know the function(s) of the fish's nostrils. Accessories maybe? Or are they used in their sense of smell?

3. Why do fish die when they are out of water? o.o
- in the Bio textbook, they explained that the concentration of oxygen is water is less then that of air. But why do fish still die when taken out of water, when there's more oxygen in air? Izzit b'cos fish do not have certain organs to breathe, like lungs??

lol, those are the questions that i could remember.. i'm still yahoo-ing, maybe will try google-ing later :) If you happen to know the answer(s) to the question(s), please do tell me! Just drop it off at my chatbox.. i'm dying to know!! Thanks HEHE.. ^^

Daddy, daddy.. what are you doing now? Get some rest, dar.. Muuahx!

'Lucky' No. 1?

2009-09-02T14:14:00.011+08:00

Today's Wednesday.
Well duh, everyone knows that.
Anyways, Wednesday means got BM.
Got BM means got lisan.
Got lisan means.. err, die?
LOL last week, Lisa, ZhiLing, ChiaHui and I went to ZhiLing's house to prepare our mahjong paper.
So went there at 12pm, watched part of a Korean series, then talked crap -_-" talk crap oso got bincang a bit lar

Only at 3pm, we started writing. All of us were wondering whether we'd be picked 1st to present. Then these responses came up:
Aiya, sure won't wan la. Teacher sure pick Ashvin's gang or Michael's gang 1st.
Who knows maybe teacher pick the rajin wan 1st, so that she can settle lisan faster mah.

Ehh later if we kena 1st den how?
If we kena 1st den die lor!

Note to self: Don't curse yourself before that thing becomes reality. -_-"
During BM, teacher asked the ketua for each group to come forward and pick the number.
Lisa's ketua but she was M.I.A, so I ganti-ed her.
HAHA so 'lucky' ler, our group 'LUCKY NO. 1" T-T
Lisa came back not long after, then the other 3 of us chased her back out to delay the lisan ;D
But she came back anyway.. and so we HAD to do our lisan....
Ladies and gentlemen, our topic today is : CINTA
Hehe.. nice topic ehh! But we didn't have a proper preparation :(
Lisa did intro with her usual ROJAK language.. and the rest of us were merely reading from the paper about Apa itu Cinta? -.-
I did 13 tanda anda telah jatuh cinta, and it was crap.
Haha, i got nothing to do, so i'll just type my lisan out la

13 tanda anda telah jatuh CINTA:
1. Anda tidak akan marah terlalu lama dan akan berusaha untuk mengawal kemarahan anda terhadapnya. *tak sampai hati to be angry*
2. Anda akan sentiasa merinduinya. *makan tak lalu, tidur tak lena, mandi tak basah, berak tak keluar*
3. Apabila berjalan dengannya, anda akan berjalan dengan perlahan. *if walk fast then u walk fast also*
4. Anda akan tersipu-sipu malu apabila bersama dengannya. *until u cannot talk*
5. Apabila berfikir tentangnya, jantung anda berdegup pantas. *heart attack?*
6. Hanya dengan mendengar suaranya, anda akan tersenyum tanpa sebab. *till u cheeks tear apart*
7. Apabila anda melihatnya, anda tidak akan peduli orang di sekeliling anda. Anda cuma melihat dia seorang. *u dont give a damn on wads goin on around u*
8. Anda akan mula mendengar lagu yang berirama ballad. *lol depends la..*
9. Dia sentiasa di fikiran anda. *cant concentrate on anything?*
10. Anda akan sentiasa terhidu baunya. *ok dis is scary*
11. Anda menyedari bahawa anda akan tersenyum apabila memikir tentangnya. *usually u wont realise cos ur too busy thinking bout u-know-who*
12. Anda akan lakukan apa sahaja untuknya. *anything means ANYTHING*
13. Apabila anda membaca ini, pada masa yang sama, ada seseorang di dalam fikiran anda. *aww aint that sweet ;D*

lol it's crap right?At least our mahjong paper was nice, with drawings and a big red heart, painted by all of us ;D
*praying hard to get high marks*

Daddy, you puasa-ing hehe. Don't DOTA too long, kay? Muuahhx!

I've been tagged?

2009-08-28T13:25:00.009+08:00

1.Besides your lips, where is the favorite spot to get kissed?
cheeks

2.How did you feel when you woke up this morning?
lazy

3.Who was the last person/people you took a photo with?
my darling?

4.Would you consider yourself spoiled?
maybe a little~

5.Will you ever donate blood?
when i'm old enough

6.Have you ever had a best friend who was of the opposite sex?
he is my best friend right now!

7. Do you want someone to be dead?
yea.. and i think i know who's on top of my list

8. What does your last text message say?
haha i don't have a handphone

9.What are u thinking right now?
pet society!!

10. Do you want someone to be with you now?
hell yah.. and i think u know who :(

11.What was the time you went to bed last night?
1.30 am? was talking maths language with my bro

12.Where did you buy the tee you are wearing now?
i never knew where.. i was attending a holiday camp, and had to wear it for a performance :)

13.Is someone on your mind right now?
yeaa.. he's always on my mind :)

14.Who was the last person who text you?
LOL told ya i don't have a handphone~

TEN Lucky Person to do this quiz...
1. Chia Hui
2. Jia Wei
3. YuQing
4. Amirul
5. Sujin
6. Aaron
7. Marini
8. Huan Hee
9. Shaun
10. Meng Chuen

15. Who is no. 2 having a relationship with?
LOL i donno

16. Is no. 3 a male or a female?
Female duh~

17. If no. 7 and and no. 1 get together, would it be a good?
Yea they're like sisters :D

18. What is no. 1 studying about?
She loves chemistry and bio :)

19. When was the last time you chatted with them?
#1 -yesterday?
#2 - i don talk to him haha
#3 - also yesterday
#4 - yesterday~
#5 - wednesday i think
#6 - so long didn't chat with him
#7 - few weeks back
#8 - last friday?
#9 - again, yesterday -_-
#10- erm, last week?

20. Is no. 4 single?
haha, yeah

21.Say something about no. 2
he's funny?

22.What do you think about no. 2 and no. 6 being together?
it'll be fun to watch :D

23.Describe no. 9
he's the singer

24. What will you do if no. 6 and no. 7 fight?
i don't think they'll fight?

25. Do you like 8?
yea! one of my besties ^^

Kukumalu Buhbye :(

2009-08-22T16:16:00.007+08:00

Holidays, here I come! After weeks and weeks of BORING-ness, its time I relax :) This week weren't any different from the past weeks, except the fact that less people were absent from school. Of course, we already expected homework..

Sad thing is, Kukumalu's no longer teaching us :( Yesterday was his last day here, in SMKB. It's funny how we feel so sad when he's leaving us. He's now an official lecturer in Institut Aminuddin Baki, Genting. And he's gonna train teachers to teach. PWNED.
When he first entered 4S to teach us Sivik, everyone didn't like him one bit. Then when Pn Ooi left us for the lower six's, Kumaravelu was going to teach us Add Maths. Everyone thought that he was 'useless' (someone said that, donno who). But DAMN! He was the best Add Maths teacher ever! He taught the subject really good, and made sure everybody understand. Even Esther improved a lot! :) But now he's gone, and I donno what's gonna happen to us. Wonder who our new Add Maths teacher is...

Well, guess that means one thing. PRAY HARD FOR A BETTER ADD MATHS TEACHER! Everyone was like *oh shit I don't want Nizam* LOL well let's just wait and see.. in the meantime, sit back and relax, people. It's the holidays! :)

Daddy! Missing you so so so much :( Take care, kay?

NOTHING TO BLOG~

2009-08-12T18:05:00.005+08:00

Haiz, sorry for the late post.
Nothing to blog right now, that's why..

Here's a sneak peak on what's currently going on:
i. Sujin started school yesterday. Don't ask me why so early
ii. Everyone's sick. Almost everyday, around 10 of my classmates will be absent. H1N1~
iii. En Shariff said Pn Lena will teach us again this week, but I don't think that's gonna happen :( She didn't come in for class yesterday..
iv. Saturday got school. LOL why post bout this =="

Kay, that's all. Will update A.S.A.P
*if there's anything to update la. If not, my thousand apologies*
BYE :)

Daddy, don't always DOTA la.. Love you~

Love note for Daddy!

2009-08-04T16:17:00.003+08:00

Love Letters Generator at bigoo.ws

FRIENDS are FOREVER

2009-08-03T16:45:00.012+08:00

People say boyfriends come and go, but FRIENDS ARE FOREVER. Although my boyfriend IS forever, I have to say it's true :)

Anyways, our friend here is someone whom i'm not very close with. He has always teased me about.. everything? I don't talk to him much either, and never thought of talking to him. And WHY? Cos there's nothing i could talk to him about...
But when someone.. someone whom I've known for so many years, when there are others who knew him longer.. someone who's been one of us, till now.. someone who shares the laughter with you, and also brings the laughter.. someone who we call, a FRIEND leaves, all of us feel the sadness... and why? Because he is our FRIEND.
Sujin told all of us that he would be leaving for US since form 2, but he never did. All of us thought that he was just joking, and never bothered about that matter. But he really did this year, on the 2th of August, 2009. Few weeks before he left, we did many things for him, as a memory for him, for all of us. The scrapbook, farewell party, Jusco hangout, and the 'trip' to his house.. all those, so that he will always remain in our memories.. and all of us in his. Sujin left for Singapore yesterday, and the next flight will be to Tokyo if i'm not mistaken... and the last stop, Chicago!
It's so sad that he's already left.. but yet we hope that he would live a happier life there. Take care, good luck, and do NOT forget us! We'll always be by your side, eventhough we're miles apart... Goodbye, good friend :)

Good day? Bad day?

2009-07-29T18:35:00.009+08:00

Today is NOT a good day. The rain fell this morning, out of the blues. Maybe it was a sign that something bad is gonna happen. Something gone wrong. Something not right. There was no assembly today, and we all knew that. We DIDN'T have to get scolded at the assembly ground. Class went on as usual, with everyone chit chatting till recess. Sad I had to have recess alone. Daddy went for a voluntary visit to the Home for Spastic Children. Anyways, it was Moral after recess. Pn Lena came in with the long face. Uh oh. So something IS not right. We weren't surprised though. After the whole case, she's been in a bad mood. She gave the second quote for today:

Thoroughly polish
Your heart and mind
And become a shining example
For society

-Unknown Japanese mother-

She explained bout this quote, lecturing us. She said that if we would not change by the end of this year, she would no longer be a Moral teacher. Everyone kept quite, dared not to say a word. Then it all happened. She's never gonna teach our class again. Cik Nor Faiza then came in too. Again, everything just.. happened, so quickly. And she said, "Ini kali terakhir kamu akan jumpa saya". Two teachers.. gone in a day. Thanks to some dumbass retards in the class. They can still laugh and play. Don't they realise what had just happened? 4S, so called...

After school, followed Simon's mom to Jusco. We had planned earlier for this hangout. Simon, Soo Wai, Chia Hui, Zhi Ling, Huan Hee, Hilmi, Vishnu, Daddy and I accompanied the star of the day, Sujin. Soo Wai, Simon, Daddy and I reached first, then we waited for the rest. Had lunch at the food court, again, chicken rice. Thanks to what happened earlier, our mood was brought down. But still, we wouldn't show our sour face all day when Sujin was there, so at the end we were back to ourselves. After eating, we all went to Super Kids World, and played games. LOL played the table tennis thingy, so damn FUN! Haha~ I guess that really cheered all of us up :D Around 3.50pm we left for the cinema, watching Land of the Lost. The movie was... err, dumb. But enjoyed it anyways. Around 6pm, we left Jusco. Soo Wai, Sujin and I followed Simon's mom again, and i was the first she sent home. And here I am, wondering whether today is a GOOD DAY or a BAD DAY.
Daddy, I'm missing you right now. Take a good rest kay? Muuahhxx~

Goodbye :(

2009-07-26T20:46:00.006+08:00

Finally! After hundreds of attempts to switch on the computer.. i made it! Donno what's wrong with me today T.T Haha.. lets talk bout this later.
Anyways, last night was Sujin's farewell party. At first they wanted to have it at Meng Chuen's condo, but apparently his mom wouldn't let him after the whole fire thingy. So, they had it at a park near KTM Kepong (somewhere close to Basil's home). My mom dropped me off at Zhi Ling's house first, where Chia Hui was already there. We walked to the park, which was only a stone's throw away :) Met up with Sujin, Vishnu and Hilmi.. and then later joined by a few more. Got shot at with a watergun -.-"
I played the swing till it was almost dark to see who can swing the highest. Obviously it was me, because my weight defies gravity :D After most of them were there, someone ordered for pizza. The weird thing is, this is Sujin's party but he forked out 60 bucks for us :( Some retards in the class didn't wanna pay... SCREW THEM! Anyway, I was hiding behind the skate-thingy when Lisa finally found me... yea, i was emo-ing. A few of them joined us then, eating pizza.Went picking up rubbish later, since the whole park was trashed by us.. i mean them. Pracitising to join DBKL lol. My mom would be so proud of me :) Help Basil filled some water balloons, but didn't get to play with them.. i prefer to stay dry. So there i was, emo-ing again... I hid in the slide, and some of them thought i got stuck in there. Their failed attempts to get me out didn't make me any happier, although it was dumb. They even poured water down the slide == Eventually, i have to get out. Zhi Ling's mom arrived early and I didn't get a chance to wish Sujin goodbye.. but i was glad that he had fun. Take good care of the book, Sujin!
I went back to Zhi Ling's house for a sleepover, together with Chia Hui. We got lost in there.. tssskk. We played Scrabble and ate junkfood all along. Lol, didn't feel full at all cos i onli ate one slice of pizza :x We learned how to use.. THE DICTIONARY. Around 12a.m, finally finished the game and went to bed. LOL can't sleep. I got squashed cos Chia Hui kept on coming in closer. Pity Zhi Ling.. she had to get sandwiched. At the end, I was able to sleep soundly.
Got up at 10 the next day. Obviously, i was the latest! I'm so proud of myself ^^ Walked to the restaurant at the corner to eat breakfast. I ate chicken rice. After that went back to her house, then played the computer. Chatted with Sujin for awhile. Screw myself la, played for awhile then keep on dc-ed. The internet couldn't be connected at the end, thanks to me. But after exploring the desktop, we finally connected it again! My mom arrived, and we sent Chia Hui home.
Came home, tried to switch on the computer.. and failed AGAIN. Donno what's wrong with my hands today T_T Went to tuition, ate claypot chicken rice, and here i am *wondering how the heck my bro switched on the pc*
Daddy, me loving you always!! :D
P.S Sujin, take care of yourself and don't forget us here!

Exams.. exams.. and exams..

2009-07-20T20:08:00.006+08:00

Exams.. exams.. and exams..
Having monthly exams this week T_T
So darn lazy to study, but what to do? Haizz~
Will post after exams.. if there is anything to post la.
See ya guys around.. and GOOD LUCK! :D put red colour.. banyak ONG!
Love you as always, daddy. ^o^

<< Good luck kiss for daddy :)

Malam Kebudayaan 2009... ROCKZ!

2009-07-18T23:12:00.009+08:00

Today, went for malam kebudayaan organised by 3A and 3M.. and man, it rockz the hell outta everyone! ;D I performed for wushu.. just some kicking here, there and everywhere. Practised for weeks lol.
Came to school bout 6pm, waited for Daddy but he didn't show up :( So I headed for the foyer to warm-up.. don't wanna get any muscle cramps lol. Finally saw him. My heart was full of delight and joy! :D Im so GAY!! ^^ Continued warming-up while the seniors were doing stoopid moves LOL. Anyways, the event started with the arrival of the VIPs and the cheering of the FREAKIN LARGE crowd. Boy-oh-boy, this year's was a BILLION times better than last year's! People were like everywhere.. its even hard to move around in such a big crowd. When the event started, I was with the wushu fellas backstage.. practising, and practising. For once, I didn't feel tired :P I was enjoying the whole thing in fact. So yea, I missed a lotta performances at the beginning. Doesn't matter lol...
*Kicking, kicking, kicking, and more kicking* It was finally our turn.. THANK GOD! It felt like forever T_T Everyone was like.. erm, nervous, but I didn't feel one bit of that nervousness. Kinda enjoyed the feelling xP SO went up on stage.. and started kicking, kicking and more kicking. People were cheering.. so darn loud! WOOTS~ Didn't screw up haha.. after performing.. i went looking for Daddy.. and i couldn't find him :'( So i joined Lisa, Huanhee and Marini. Watched few performances.. and SCREAMEDDDDDD!!!!Lol, i wonder if MJ's concert was this gooood. Everyone was like screaming like hell... especially the bunch of girls behing == I don't think they'll scream this loud during Hari Kiamat lol. Favourite part was the break-dancing part. So sotong-ish lol.. but Korweng would have pwn-ed them :D Daddy finally found me then. Walked around the school with him.. holding hands ^^ Even the pengawases didn't give a damn lol.
Around 9.50, it was Daddy's turn to menyilat.. hehehe jiayou dar!! :D So geng hehe...
Had to go back at 10.10pm.. cos my mom was waiting T.T Kept her waiting since 9.30 lol.. and my bro didn't wanna go back..he said he'll tag along with Nicholas? Had to leave Daddy.. scared girls will flirt with him T_T
Came home... started facebook-ing.. and here I am.. blogging bout this... LOL
Daddy, I had a great time tonite.. Love you. Muuahhx! :)

Run baby run..

2009-07-17T17:15:00.007+08:00

Today, SMKB held a merentas desa activity. All morning session students were compulsory to participate in this, whereas the afternoon session may choose whether to join or not. Only those who were interested may join :) All students were allowed to wear pj attire from the house till the end of the day. Now that's one good thing~ Assembly was held as usual, and we were grateful Mr Ong didnt give any speech this morning.. if he did, everyone wouldnt have the energy to run 5km == so we had a freaky warm-up, led by Mr Lim o.o HAHA, it was funny, it was more to dancing then exercising. After 'warming up', we sat at the assembly ground for like.. half an hour? And nobody knows why. What's the point of warming up then? I was being teased by Vicky and Praveen for the whole time, bout my hair -.-" Then, we could finally start the race! Ladies first! I wasnt interested in the whole racing thingy, cos i know im slow :p No chance la!! xI I was accompanied by Soowai, cos the boys were starting later. So sad i couldnt run with Daddy :( but i didnt wanna slow him down... So throughout the 5km race.. I jogged.. and walked.. and jogged.. and walked.. and jogged.. and walked.. and this goes on.. and on.. and on.. and on.. and on.....
Saw Sujin and Basil on the way too.. LOL haha~ When Simon finally arrived, like 2km later.. I handed Soowai to him :) So i ran alone along the way.. and boy was it tiring. I jogged.. and walked.. and jogged.. and walked.. and jogged.. and walked.. again! But this time, more walking! Cannot tahan liao~ Legs.. feel.. like.. breaking :I Hadda lots of turns.. first left.. then right.. then left.. then right.. aiya, you know la o.o Finally reached the school's back gate, and saw Daddy waiting for me there! :D Hehehe... ran to the field.. donno get number what~ Must be like the hundredth or something. And guess what.. Daddy got 4th! :D YAY!! So happy for him ^^ Congratz dar^o^ After that went back to class, took stupid pictures hehe.. was trying to snap a pic of Sujin, since he was leaving. Kukumalu then came to class and taught add maths as usual. But he let us chit chat after that. So good wan.. RIINGGGG goes the bell and its time to go home. Went to com club meeting, feeling sleepy and tired. At least i get what Mr Eric was teaching. Networking! Lol, after that time to go dating with Daddy :P Bleh!~

Thank you, daddy.. for everything. Muuahhhxx!!~ :)

WHY?

2009-07-14T15:34:00.015+08:00

Why do I feel so down today? Not only today, I've been having the same feeling since yesterday.. and I don't know WHY :(
I wanna break free and have fun.. I wanna laugh with friends, and make them laugh.. I wanna smile for myself, and for everyone else.. but i do not have the strength.. WHY?!
Maybe some things are unexplainable, but there MUST be reasons for this..
I don't have the mood for anything.. I don't even wanna do my homework! (kay, maybe i'm starting to be lazy.. WHATEVER)
Makan tak kenyang, tidur tak lena, mandi tak basah.. LOL that's what i do even when im NOT emo-ing ^^
Haizz, i need explanations.. WHY.. WHY and WHY?
Since i was so emo.. i even created a song for myself T_T(BSB's I want it that way):

Today, I'm emo
And WHY? I don't know
I heard.. they all say
"What's wrong with HER today?"

My heart is shattered
My brain exploded
Do you.. have to say
"What's wrong with YOU today?"

Tell me WHY
Ain't nothin but a heartache
Tell me WHY
Ain't add maths but it's physics
Tell me WHY
I never wanna hear me say
What's wrong with ME today :(

T.T lol, I still don't know why.. and maybe its best not to know :(
Who cares anyway.. well, if you happen to know WHY, lemme know..
Tata~
Daddy, I miss you a lot.. and i still donno why.. My love will never change, no matter im happy, sad or mad.. Muuahhx !

Open day ^^

2009-07-10T17:27:00.006+08:00

this morning, i came to school as usual. i waited at the canteen for soowai and chiahui to come...
so there i was, minding my own business.. when this red faced guy was seen wandering around the canteen, and when i mean red.. it was really RED o.o
he was bald, and as i observed.. many people were staring at him :I but i didn't, cos my mom once told me that it wasnt good to stare at people ^^v try being in their shoes (technically, i wont wear other peep's shoes :x) what if people stared at you wherever you go? that wouldnt be nice :(
anyways.. after my friends arrived, we chit-chatted for awhile and then headed for assembly..
christhopher was the pengawas on duty today.. and DAMN it was funny :D haha.. mr. ong didnt seem to be pleased xP
so all of us went back to our respective classes.. n i have to walk up 4 floors as usual.. im starting to get the hang of it :) we arranged the tables and chairs for the parents... and i was the ticket girl for the day^^ i met a lotta parents haha... the first to come was hanny's mom. then followed by few more. all i had to do was to give a piece of small card to them, and my mom finally arrived at 9.20am. we were the 19th.. and we didnt have to wait that long for our turn o_o
cik nor faiza didnt say much :) she just say i'll have to maintain my grades ^^ woots! no. 2 hehe.. too bad tan overtook me T_T lol
my mom took me home with her, so i had to leave the ticketing job to juen..
after leaving the school.. my mom and I went to jusco cos she wanted to buy some groceries. we dropped by at KFC for awhile.. and i ate a burger, a piece of chicken, french fries, ice cream n drank pepsi :) ZINGER BURGER U ROCK! so delicious.. ahhhh~
coming out from KFC, i noticed a new shop across.. between memory lane and digital axis.
it was a YAMAHA shoplot :D we went in to take a look.. and i wanted to check out the prices of keyboards.. since khye sern and tyc was interested :o
we ended up talking a lot to the sales girl who seemed to be talking bout her whole life -.-"
our next destination was the supermarket.. nothing interesting there.. just getting some groceries :) after that headed home and switched on my pc.
at 3pm, left house to collect my bro's report with my mom.. DANG it was long == met lisa there too :D she had to be the translator for her grandpa ^^
so, we waited nearly an hour just to collect his report card, but only talked to the teacher for 10 minutes O.O and this is what ashvin's bro said to me : "Dey, Li Lian why your eyes so small?" another dude said : "Like the brother la, dey" -.-" clearly, ashvin's bro has his personality too :l
after it was finally our turn.. we left for home and here i am, blogging bout this :D

Daddy.. im missing you right now :) Tata~

WTH IS WRONG?!?!

2009-07-08T17:57:00.007+08:00

AAAAAAAAAAAAAA~
Okay, before anyone thinks Im finally goin nutz.. lemme explain :I
Soooo.. i got back from school as usual.. changed my clothes.. n i switched on my pc RIGHT AWAY~
And yea.. I signed in my msn... facebook.. plurk.. n of course.. MY BLOG!
But ya know what?? THERE'S SOMETHING WRONG WITH MY BLOG T_T
Basically, when i wanted to sign in my blog.. all they say is: TAKING TOO MUCH TIME TOO RESPOND! When i finally got into my acc... they weren't showing my chatbox ==
Again.. with the note: taking too much time to respond :(
So i refreshed a few times.. and then it worked :D i can see my chatbox again!!
BUT AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA~ Now i cant see my plurk T.T And the music wasnt working either :(
So yea.. IM PISSED!! Can someone like TELL ME how to fix this prob?? Im suffering.... =="
Daddy, I'll still love you :)

took some quizzez.. here are the results :)

2009-07-05T21:40:00.008+08:00

HOW WILL YOU DIE?

Doing something I love.. :D

-You're a cool customer who doesn't necessarily qualify as a dare-devil person. But you'll surely admit that you are not easily deterred from what you like or want to do. Just be careful. That hankering to sky dive might do you in.
doing something i love? hahaha.. im glad den :D

ARE YOU AND YOUR SWEETHEART SOULMATES?

Yes... You've found your soul's other half! <3

-The two of you complete each other. You understand that a relationship requires give and take, and you are willing to do both. You think of your sweetheart first and foremost in your life, and feel truly fortunate to have found THE ONE. Enjoy a happy future together!
Yay!! ^^ Daddy, I LOVE YOU.. Muuahhxx!!~

Yea.. so these are the results. If some of you have noticed the pictures here earlier, I've removed them cos i think they're making my comp laggy. But the results are the same anyway :) If you wanna take the quiz, check them out at www.webfetti.com

B.U.S.Y~

2009-07-04T16:28:00.003+08:00

Hmm.. another busy week(s)
here are my list of not to-do's, but MUST DO's:-
1. hari koko report
-now im doing report for com club's hari koko, but yet i cant hand it in yet cos i still havent got the account from wen bing - the guy who wants to throw brick (at u noe who :x)
hopefully cheekan's patient enough.. ==
2. BP report
-according 2 cik nadiah, i have to write a report on what we did in Ma'Daerah.. i dont have enough information, so i just tembak whatever i knew :I
3. poster
-taking part in another poster thingy =.=" since i dont have the time to do it, im just gonna hentam kau-kau! my theme is KERJAYA PEMAIN PIANO(professional) lol hopefully the colours arent dry.. its been months since the last time i used them....
4. dokumentasi hari koko
-this one's different from the 1st one, cos this documentation is about the overall hari koko, whereas the 1st one's only for com club :) im so freakin lazy to do this one, n im still wondering why they picked com club to do it instead of the documentation and photography club.. T_T
5. SWITCH OFF campaign
-have to do this for BP's programme.. the school's gonna take part in this campaign, and everyone has to switch off electricity.. muahahahaha! LOL, to save electricity n reduce carbon footprint kononnya~

well, that's all i can remember, but im sure there's more tasks to come T.T hopefully i can SUCCESSFULLY complete all the MUST DO's..
my daddy's out hanging with his friends now.. so sad i couldnt join him :( hope he's having fun.. Muuahhhxx!!~ LOVE YOU, daddy.. take care ^^

car wash!

2009-07-02T19:20:00.014+08:00

yesterday, my class had a car wash, as our moral project :)
i couldn't remember who's idea it was.. but pn.lena's the teacher in charge
as for the Person-in-Charge, esther and mengchuen were elected! haha.. nice couple ehh?
anyways.. both of them split the class into 11 groups, and im in Group 2, along with sanjanah, ben and juen. we divided responsibilities among ourselves - i bring the pail, kain buruk and window wiper (i think that's what you call it :I), sanjanah brings the camera, ben brings the soap, and juen brings the sponge~
as expected, something turns out wrong - sanjanah didn't bring the camera, she said it was under repair.. whereas juen said he couldn't find any sponge.. but luckily, i brought ONE sponge.. and we had to ask amirul to snap pics for us, thanks haha!!
my group was assigned to wash pn. shuhaila's car, but she was on MC yesterday. we had to choose between mr.ellan, ms.teoh and another malay teacher's car(can't remember her name, sorry) so we picked mr.ellan's.. his car was a black x-trail. too bad juen, he had wanted to wash pn.bavani's pajero!
well, this is how his car looks like~

so before the whole ting started, the girls went to the washroom to change.. apparently the guys took over the class as their locker room :x
we were then given permission to have recess early.. i ate a donut and nuggets, that's all!
after done eating i made my way to the x-trail.. n the others weren't even there yet == i went to fetch a pail or water ALONE, and its darn HEEAAVVYYY!! by the time i got back to the car, 1/4 of the water was gone.. all on my clothes T_T
when sanjanah, ben and juen FINALLY arrived.. we started our jobs.. car washers!!
here's ben full of dedication~

sanjanah dutifully washing mr.ellans' car! woots!!

the whole washing thingy was kinda fun.. we only splashed water on the car, wash it with soap, and more splishy splashing! i managed to stay dry :D hahaa..
after done we dried the car, and then headed back to class. mengchuen and sarath were throwing water at each other, and they looked like as they had just went for a dip in the pool -.-" one time, mengchuen accidentally splashed water at ben, and everyone went Oh-uh..well, boys will be boys.. and so will girls too.. seems like zhiling and chiahui joined in the fun. again, im lucky to be alive.. and DRY! KIDS.. haha :D
since everyone was SO WET, we loitered around school for awhile. after everyone's finally UNWET, we continued our journey of FOUR floors to our destination.. OUR CLASS!while everyone was busy dating with their cameras, i managed to read few pages of ripley's BOOK OF CHANCE, which i borrowed form esther :) chiahui was taking emo pics of herself, and some of them were posing their shoes to the camera =.= i didn't missed out the fun though, cos i grabbed a few pics with my friends too! here's one with soowai :) well, that's about all.. hopefully our trip to the zoo for our sivik project would be twice as much fun! tata~
daddy, I LOVE YOU! missing too right now~

BORED

2009-06-30T15:51:00.008+08:00

YES!! I've juz completed add maths homework dat kukumalu gave
if im not mistaken.. its de 1st time he gave so much homework :I to me its a lot lol..
there were SIX questions, n dey were kinda tricky.. almost each question has an (a), (b), and (c) lol. that makes it more den SIX
add maths done, now haf 2 do physics!! >.< so sad ler pn shuhaila goin :I not onli her, pn lena's oso leaving.. whereas ms lam's changing 2 afternoon session i heard.. no matter how much u dislike dat teacher.. u'll still feel a little, i donno wad u call -.-" now lets talk about happy stuffs b4 i cry :D woohoo.. 2moro car wash for moral project! i haf 2 bring pail.. kain buruk.. n de windscreen wiper(i think dats wad dey call it)haha, cannot wait! get all wet n soapy ^^ n btw, i havent bath yet.. STINKY!
hmm so bored now.. having electone class later, but donno wat time ^^
mayb i'll go take a short nap, since i'm so DARN tired.. i think im experiencing fatigue
mayb i'll post bout de car wash 2moro.. see how la!
aiya~ dats all for now ^^ tata~~ :D
me LOVE u, daddy!! Muuahhhxx!!~

now listening to adam lambert's no boundaries

he's back!! :D

2009-06-26T18:38:00.006+08:00

i thought dis friday will not b de same, since my darling has juz spent 5 days in pulau redang..
eventhough he's came back.. i was sure he was too tired to come to school
nevertheless, i still waited for him in de astaka with hopes of seeing him.. everyone has been asking where's id? where's id? n yes, i was able 2 answer them..he's in redang :)
haha.. anyways, 2day i was at de astaka wif huanhee, listening 2 her probs
david, michael n de gang was there as usual.. waiting to go on wif their cc meeting
there was dis stray dog which kept on coming near us.. dey were teasing it n dey even named it surau =.= lol.. apparently dis gal gave michael sum italian foooood, n guess wad.. he said feed it 2 de dog. yeaa, im sure its not a bytch :x
omg, de dudes kept on saying, "michael, sum gal gave YOU sum italian food n u feed it 2 de dog?"lol he din seem 2 care.. how kesian de gal -.-" so yea huanhee was telling me her probs till aaron interrupted us. he was saying how bad huanhee is for not telling him, n started scolding in hokkien too.. zzz after he finally gave up basil suddenly said.."man, those pants r so not rite" or sumthing.. sorie, i haf probs remembering wad ppl say.
one turn 2 de back.. n i saw.. i saw him :)
YES!! he's back :D n he came to see me ^^ i was so dang happy felt like crying..
we exchanged a few 'i miss u's n left for ali's.. our usual friday lunch spot
i ordered my usual maggi kari n milo ais.. n so did he
i wasted a few tears too.. tears of joy of course :'D
but i din notice dat david, michael n de gang was bhind us.. lol
after paying we went 2 de playground.. saw soowai n simon there, n said hi ^^
there, we shared our stories.. i told him wad happened when he wasnt around, he told wad went on there~ n also.. more 'i miss u's
well.. de rest of de story is.. u noe, private :) time 2 cause suspense lol..
i love u, n i always will, darling.. Muuuahhhxx!!~

I miss you.. and i still am...

2009-06-25T18:42:00.006+08:00

yay!! finally i get to talk to him on de phone ^^
after days n days of trying to call him..
geeezzz.. he said there isn't any line there.. well, dey shud!!
think bout all those ppl who r missing their loved ones.. ME for example ==
hehehe.. i told bout everything dat happened in these few days :P
n i haf so much more 2 tell him!! including how much i missed him..
hmm.. im juz glad i'll b able 2 see him soon :)
i love u, daddy!! Muuuahhhhxx~ ^o^

Hanging out with friends

2009-06-24T22:33:00.009+08:00

today, i went out on an all-girls gang to jusco...
as usual, soowai was the organizer.. n de others comprises of chiahui, kanmani, kashini, huanhee n myself :) after school, we took a bus 2 our destination.. each person onli had 2 pay 1 buck..
upon reaching there, we hurried 2 de washroom 2 change.. cos we were gonna watch an 18pl movie, drag me to hell. surely dey wudnt let students in school uniforms 2 watch dat movie :x not onli dat, de movies starts at 1.30 =.= kanmani was in charge of buying de tickets, n thank god we survived dat stage.. now, its up 2 us 2 look like 18 year olds.. i tot i was gonna haf sum problem cos i was short :I but i made it too :D as expected, de movie had oledi started when we entered de cinema.. de movie was ok.. though i was leaning my head against huanhee's shoulder de whole time ^^
so after de movie, we teman-ed kanmani n kashini 2 popular 2 buy sum revision books. dey said dey were gonna b long.. so de rest of us made our way down 2 de supermarket cos simon had asked soowai 2 buy him sum sushi.. chiahui was searching for sushi-making ingredients, whereas huanhee was on de phone wif her bf :P soowai n I oso bought us sum wafers^^ mine was peanut n butter..yummy!! on our way to meeting kanmani n kashini again, we tot bout wad 2 eat.. huanhee wanted red door, but chiahui was bored of it.. we tot of trying johnny's.. at de end, we picked 2 eat at food n tea which was bside johnny's.. chiahui n huanhee managed 2 grab de menus 1st xP i onli ordered chicken wings cos i wasnt realli hungry after eating wafers.. while eating, chiahui challenged soowai to an eating showdown in which soowai won.. haha lol.
we oso met cik nor faiza in jusco.. n she seemed surprised 2 seeing us! after paying de bill of 60++, we made our way out of jusco. chiahui had suggested walking back which all of us had 2 agree.. it doesnt onli save money for cabs.. u can lose extra pounds too!! unfortunately it was raining, so we took 2 cabs home.. with 3ppl in each cab. we met up at school.. n all of us departed on separate ways.. huanhee followed her mom home, kanmani, kashini n chiahui walked home.. i followed soowai back 2 her house.. cos i didnt haf transport, so her sis had 2 send me home :) lol i always susahkan orang nia..
i had a fun time wif my frens.. but at de same time missing my dear :( 1 more day.. n i'm still waiting for u! love u, daddy.. Muuuahhhxx!!~ ^o^

first time!

2009-06-23T16:30:00.008+08:00

hehehe.. my FIRST time creating a blog!
i had sum problems designing de layout.. & i still need some help
chiahui, huanhee..help me :D
haiz, my pwince is not around.. he's in pulau redang :(
i can't even talk to him on de phone cos no one picks it up..zzz
hope he comes home soon, cos i MISS him so much!!
i love u, pwincee!!^^